So this morning the Lord really blessed my heart while reading His word. Here are some of the things He taught me:
As i awoke and wrestled my lazy body out of the bed it was still dark. So i turned on my light and put on a hillsong CD. I began to read in the word a bit then had to use the restroom. After coming back I sat down read the word a bit more, prayed in tongues some and sang a little, yawned a bit. Then the Lord brought my striving to attantion. “Just be the child I’ve made you to be.” Seemed to be the message He was speaking to my heart. So i began to wait on the Lord to speak when after a couple of seconds my thoughts turn toward thinking, “a child…oh maybe i should read the chapter in Joyce Meyer’s book about keeping the inner child…” when this was just more striving (i don’t understand the patience and love of God). Finally, as I was reading the Lord spoke to me. But not through the book nor from my efforts but about His Love.
It was awesome!
Right now I wish I could write down what He spoke but my time is running out here at the Library. So stay tuned next time and I will tell you everything….