Well, right now I should be reading chapters 1 & 2 in my Bliology book but I got so tired of reading about Naturalististic philosophies that I just had to stop. Please pray that God would give me extra grace and supernatural wisdom and boldness as i go through these classes. This world system is so lost, dead and irrelevant. And unfortunately everyone led by it ends up the same way. May I be thoroughly divorced from it.
I have however found that there has been in me a hunger to go back over and review the worldview curriculum from TM because these doctrines that are being taught are most assuredly doctines of demons. I also find the necessity to be able accurately counter these arguments with truth. But above all I know I need to be led by God’s Spirit. Pray for me. Last night as I read selections from our Eng. Lit. book, it struck me once more how so many people are being taught this junk without so much as the slightest questionings as to whether or not this stuff was true. Please pray.
On another note: the other night I had a dream. I dont remember much of it but one thing I do remember was a strange word. “dhila”. That was the word. I didn’t know what it meant but in my spirit there was an impression that it was not any old ramblings of my suconscious mind. So when i get to the school I search this word on the internet and it turns out that the word “dhila” is a swahili word meaning: low or humiliation. When I saw this i was excited. I do not know swahili. I have never spoke a lick of it in my life. Yet God was reitterating to me the same thing He has been telling me for so long and tells me still. Low is the key for me! When I’ve thought I’ve gone low enough I really have’nt yet begun. Lower still! That’s the key.
“If my people, which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land.”-II Chron. 7:14
“Humble yourselves in the sight of the Lord, and he shall lift you up.”-James 4:10